When he awoke, his head hurt. The drizzly fog of sleep thinned and parted. Rays of reality sliced through the departing clouds of his mind, and he gradually regained the ability to think clearly. But his head still hurt. Felt like a fever.
A realization stung him like a slap in the face. This could be number six! He shuddered. But he knew it would come one day. How could anyone escape number six?
He tried to think positive. Maybe, just maybe, this wasn’t it. Perhaps it was only a head cold. He stumbled into the bathroom and examined his eyes in the mirror of the medicine cabinet. They were bloodshot. Not a good sign.
Below the quartz countertop of the vanity was a drawer, which he slid open with his left hand, while steadying himself with his right, next to the sink. Shaky fingers extracted a thermometer that had been in his wife’s mouth and his own mouth many times before. “May God rest her soul,” his lips murmured.
A minute later he pulled it out and read 99. Not too bad. Probably just a head cold. He returned it to its home and slowly slid the drawer closed.
He walked to work, a grocery store, a mere two blocks from his home. Before this all started he’d been a waiter. But after all the restaurants were shut down, he’d spent two years unemployed, on government assistance.
His restaurant never reopened, but a job did, at the grocery store, and he was next in line. Employment was practically mandatory, because the offer of a job always meant the end of one’s assistance check, whether the job was accepted or not. He needed money, so he accepted the job.
That was a year ago. Covid-19 had been ravaging his world for three full years now. It was stumping science. After three years, the experts were still scratching their heads. What few experts remained. They knew a lot more about it now than they did when the pandemic began, but they weren’t anywhere close to a cure or effective vaccine.
He rubbed his forehead as a maskless pedestrian passed closely by, brushing his shoulder. Masks had been proven unhelpful at preventing transmission, and most people had stopped using them. Social distancing rules were still in effect, but more and more people ignored them these days, with a fatalistic “what’s the use?” attitude.
The morning sky was so blue it stunned him, and managed to stimulate his mood to a slightly lighter side from the persistent heavy sadness of his heart. He noticed more birds flying around than he’d ever seen before in the city. And the overgrown yards of the homes where nobody lived anymore, hinted of a revivifying forest.
He passed through the parting doors of the supermarket, headed for the back, and within minutes was assigned his first task of the day. Canned beans were running low, and someone had to restock them.
“Hey Terrance!” a man tapped his shoulder as he was settling three cans onto a shelf. He turned and faced Lamont, a former co-worker at the restaurant. “Finally got beans in, huh? I’ll take a few.” Lamont leaned over Terrance’s kneeling figure and pulled the same three cans off, and dropped them in his cart.
“How you been, Lamont?”
“Fine, fine, how about you?”
“Oh, alright.” He didn’t want to admit to his headache and 99 degree fever. That sort of news sometimes freaked people out.
Lamont held up four fingers. “Four times, man, four times I’ve had it. How about you?”
“Five, I think.”
“Five?! Oh shit man, watch out. Hey, if you get it a sixth time, I hope you break a record,” Lamont said with both pity and hope.
One of the few things scientists had discovered about the coronavirus was that nobody survived more than five known infections. The sixth time, for those who managed to make it to a sixth time, was always fatal.
“Thanks. See ya around, Lamont.” He turned back to his box of beans and resumed restocking, not wanting his eyes to betray the fear of death.
Returning home that evening, Terrance thought he heard a wolf howl far off in the darkling twilight, and quickened his step. There’d been rumors of wolf sightings, but it seemed unbelievable to have such large, wild predators prowling the city. Mother Nature couldn’t be recovering that quickly, he reasoned. Impossible.
He shut the door behind him. Safe now, from wolves or whatever was out there. Safe. Safe from all but the invisible enemy. He rubbed the palms of his hands on his burning forehead. He felt tired. His body ached all over. More so than it should.
Into the bathroom he trudged, to the drawer that held the thermometer that had portended his wife’s death. And she after only three times! Why had he lasted through five? Who knew? No one knew.
What scientists did know, was that each infection was followed by antibodies. But those antibodies only protected people for about four to twelve months. And each reinfection weakened the body more and more, like a cannonade cracking the ramparts of a castle. Infections left survivors with permanently damaged lungs, hearts, kidneys, and other organs, creating within them underlying conditions.
Those who already had underlying conditions often died from their first infection. For healthier victims, it usually took two, three, four, five, and rarely six. Nobody had ever been known to survive six infections. Number six always broke the castle walls down.
He shook the mercury to the bottom with a few flicks of his wrist, then stuck the thermometer under his tongue. He studied his ridiculous reflection in the mirror, with the glass stick jutting out from between his lips. He pulled it out and examined the result.
101 degrees.
Terrance didn’t bother putting the glass stick away. He just left it sitting in a puddle of his saliva, on the quartz countertop.
His body was warm, but he felt cold. In fact, he felt like he was freezing. And he was so tired. He wanted nothing more than to snuggle into his bed, under some deep, warm covers, and rest his aching muscles.
Hunger had fled his stomach. He only wanted rest. And so, within minutes, Terrance found himself crawling between sheets and sinking into the comfort of his mattress. He’d neglected to draw the curtains of his bedroom window, but felt too tired and achy to care.
Glancing out the window as he adjusted blankets around his shivering body and head, Terrance caught the vestigial red glow of a recently submerged sunset. He finished adjusting and stopped moving, readying himself for sleep. He coughed a few times.
His tussive fit died down, and a silence enswathed him like heavy cloth. Outside, no city sounds seeped through his window. Just an eldritch quiet, that perfused every molecule of the universe.
Except that somewhere, way off in the dark, between starlight and a wilderness of trees and vacant homes, there drifted a faint howling.
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This is great, Tippy. Everyone wonders what our futures will look like with COVID in the picture. Poor Terrance, stuck in an essential job like stocking beans at the grocery. Using the same thermometer that portended the death of his wife. Skulking around like a cat on its 9th life, waiting for the 6th shoe to drop. I was on the edge of my seat!!! I can’t believe you just left us hanging at the climax… is he going to wake up? 🙂
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Nope, Terrance is doomed, as is all humanity. The wolves, and the rest of Mother Nature are taking over, and humankind will soon be gone.
This story was inspired by the experts, and those who echo the experts, who keep emphasizing that there’s no evidence that acquiring the antibodies guarantees lasting immunity (or any immunity). It seems to me that if it doesn’t guarantee lasting immunity, then everyone will die, eventually. This pandemic will drive human beings extinct.
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You can’t get lasting immunity to viruses. Well, you can, but they mutate and the antibodies you made don’t work. That’s why you have to get a flu shot every year instead of one-and-done. The 1918 flu moved on without anybody doing anything. There was no testing, no treatment, and no vaccines. Maybe it mutated into a less deadly virus over time. It IS an interesting question going forward, though. Would widespread testing be of benefit if anybody can catch it, whether they’ve had it before or not? How can we feel relatively safe re-opening things and returning to business as usual? Maybe the threat will always be there. I’ve got a cool VW Bus face mask coming, just in case.
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I’ve heard conflicting reports about this virus mutating. Some experts have said that this virus is very stable and will not mutate for many years. Others claim it has mutated already. So who the heck knows? I’m tired of hearing experts and so-called experts contradicting themselves. Where nothing has been proven, I’d prefer to hear the experts say, “We don’t know.”
Meanwhile, life must still go on. I worry that many more will die from the effects of poverty than will die from this virus, if these lockdowns continue. Let those who worry about catching it stay at home. I’m willing to take my chances.
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Perhaps the problem with experts as that it is too early for their to actually be experts on this yet. But, hey, we have Trump.
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We do have Trump. And Lysol. Although I wonder if we’re having any shortages of Lysol, after Trump’s most recent expert opinion.
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Maybe there were fortunately shortages of Lysol already.
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Probably so. There’ve been shortages of all the other cleaners. That probably saved millions of lives in America, last week.
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LOL! Thanks for the laugh, after Tippy’s sad story!
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So much for herd immunity I guess.
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Yeah, without herd immunity, or a vaccine, we’re all doomed. But on the bright side, this will be a real boon for Mother Nature. And global warming will likely be reversed.
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If it kills us all, it will get down to the point where it can no longer spread out of small populations and the virus will be doomed
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True. It’s like the virus is playing a zero-sum game. Maybe that’s why most of us survive the first infection. It’s the viruses way of delaying its own inevitable demise.
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I don’t know the true situation in China, but they had to do stuff that the US isn’t willing to do. I think all the states are going to start re-opening everything and we’re just going to take it until it goes away on its own or there is a vaccine or whatever. And it is also going to go crazy in the rest of the world.
I may be misinterpreting things with my overwhelming lack of credentials, but it seems like the tropics are having more limited spreading. Or maybe more limited testing. I pay a lot of attention to Malaysia and it seems to be spreading a lot less than here and they are getting it under control. The live a lot more densely packed than we do as well.
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We’re all just guessing, because it’s so hard to get reliable information out of this virus.
I heard that lockdowns are ending in Texas, beginning May 1st. Lucky you, unless you’d rather they continue. So now Texas gets to join Sweden and South Dakota.
I’d like to see California follow suit. In some ways we are, as more and more residents are simply defying the law and reopening their businesses, going to the beach, etc.
So why do you pay attention to Malaysia? Did you once live there? I’m glad for them they have the virus under control, but I hope it’s not been at the cost of a lot of livelihoods and freedoms.
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I often go to Malaysia for business.
Texas is ending some of the stay at home stuff on May 1, though not entirely. It probably has to happen. My problem is the limited testing that is actually done here.
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I think we may as well give up on testing. There will never be enough testing. I think Trump has made that clear through his actions, though not his words.
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Georgia has reopened this week. In restaurants they are sitting people at every other table.
There is talks about is reopening May 8th but that could very well change. A large hospital just 2 hours away from us has seen a big increase in CV patients in the past 2 weeks.
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That’s the part that worries me. Hospitalizations. I don’t care about any of the other numbers. I don’t care how many have tested positive, how many have recovered, or even how many have died. To me the most important thing is keeping the hospitals from being overwhelmed. I’m not sure that lockdowns are that effective at this, but social distancing probably is, in my view.
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Yes, it is a fear and I do think social distancing is helping the most. Its hard for those of us who are social people and huggers! But sanity is being maintained, well maybe. LOL! Its not that I love crowds for I don’t. But I love the one on one meeting for coffee or lunch with my friends. Spending the day with my sister and just times like that.
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I understand. My sister broke the rules and drove to our house on Sunday, for a visit. But we didn’t hug. We wanted to hug, until we remembered our underlying health issues. So all we did was touch elbows. It sucks. But we had a good visit anyway.
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Yup it does, but glad you could have a nice visit!
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Well, nobody is risking breaking any rules to hug me, so you can be relieved about that.
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Awh! Perhaps if you put cream in your coffee it would sweeten you up and you would attract huggers. LOL!
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My social repulsiveness is what’s keeping me alive.
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I’m so not social but having the option taken away I find hard. Dealing with autoimmune disease already robs so much including the ability to just go when everyone else would, so having the choice taken is what sucks for me.
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I understand that! Hugs, its germ free! 🙂
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Awe thanks. Hugs back germ free. lol
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😊❤
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🥰 Nice that someone else is up awake at this crazy hour. LOL!
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LOL yes. I’m usually up until midnight mountain time.
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I knew there waa a time difference but wasn’t quite sure how much. I stay up late usually too but not typically 2:30 like last night. LOL!
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Oh wow that is late! So we’re maybe a couple of hours apart in time?
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We are 3 hours different. Wednesday nights are my late nights! I am a caregiver for an elderly lady and work nightshift on Wednesdays.
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Ohhhh I hazz da smartz butt i dont math. lol I used to be a Care Aid. I went to school and got my PSW (Personal Support Worker) years ago and worked in that field for three years. It’s both rewarding and draining eh?!
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I hate to rain on you and Carolyn’s brilliant math, but if you are on Mountain Time, and she is on Eastern Time, and you are both observing Daylight Savings Time, then there is only a two hour difference between you two.
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So then I stand corrected?! I’m right?! This calls for a celebration! We got to throw some T.P. around!
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No, no. Don’t throw T.P. around. That could draw a large crowd and start a riot, with everyone scrambling for free squares.
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Man the mental picture of that just made me laugh.
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I am sure you “hated” to do that. But hey I was just off by a hour, close enough I say! 🙂
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Sure. Good thing you don’t run a railroad.
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Haha! I don’t do math either, you don’t need to do math to have the smartz. Our brain needs more room for other things!
You got it right!! I have found it very rewarding over the years, but yes it can be draining! You need a lot of patience! Hmmm….guess being a caregiver gave me the patience to put up with Tippy, and Colin and Jason . LOL!!
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That Colin and Jason do require a lot of patience, it’s true.
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Ummm…..I think you miseed a name! 🙂
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Oh yeah, and CrankyPants, too.
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Lol that’s a relief. Patience is definitely needed. I found it made me scared of growing old too. It was after the fact that I developed that fear. I think it’s better now.
Ugh Tippy, Colin and Jason are just lost causes.
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Yes I get that. It can make you uneasy about aging! But, considering the alternative…..
Haha! It does seem that way doesn’t it but we gotta hang onto the hope that they aren’t completely lost yet!
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Truth.
Okay I try to grab that last string of hope..
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Hold it tight. 🙂
Oh hey, you know perhaps we should verify Tippy’s math. What time is it there?
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Hmm, are you testing to see if she knows how to tell time?
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She has the smartz, just testing your theory. 🙂
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Well I’ll leave you two smartypants to your devices. The time out here is BedTime O’Clock, so I’m hitting the hay.
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Night night! And I thought “hitting the hay” was a Pennsylvania Dutch term. LOL! Thaf one and “shut the light”
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I had an Armenian stepfather who used to say “close the light”. I always thought that was an interesting choice in words.
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Yes, that is interesting, heard that one before. My parents would say “hit the light” too.
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That could break a knuckle.
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Haha!
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Oops it’s the next day now. It’s 10:40 am here. lol
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Oh well its 1:40 here now, so I guess that makes Tippy wrong. Haha! 😄
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–sigh–
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Or very confused given it’s 8:07 pm here now.
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That’s it. You two are no longer allowed to look at clocks.
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Are watches okay?
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Nope. Nor sundials.
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But cell phones are OK?
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Pffft.
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😃! I see the dirt flying out of your hole!
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Shoot, that reminds me. I forgot to brush my teeth this week.
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Computers or phones?
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No timepieces at all. As far as you guys are concerned, time does not exist.
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Do I have time for this then?
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Yes you do. But it’s impossible to say how much.
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Now I’m starting to forget what time is. It’s been so long.
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Just think of right now as Long Time.
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Okay. What’s short time then?
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Short time was back then.
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When?
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A short time ago.
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Oh boy this could go in circles..
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Circles happen with Medium Time.
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Now I’m really confused.
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When you attend a seance, you sit in a circle, with a Medium.
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I don’t do that.
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Definitely confused! Probably something in the water that he drinks!
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No, I drink pure, clean, sparkling water from Corona Springs.
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Yeah. He needs some serious coffee flavoured wine.
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Totally!! 🙂
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🍷🍾🥂
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😁😊
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Man, it sounds like you guys really hit the hard stuff.
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Hic wha up
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Just make sure it’s not a dynamite fuse.
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Well that’s a given…BOOM! Umm…oops
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Aren’t you guys worried about catching a computer virus, with all this virtual hugging?
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Nope, just spraying the computer with lysol!
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Good idea. According to Dr. Trump, you might also want to drink a glass of it.
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Hmmm…..I think I would prefer some coffee!
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Coffee may be poison, but it won’t kill Covid-19 as well as Lysol.
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But I think you have to agree that it would taste ALOT better!! 🙂
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Maybe.
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Ooh you were supposed to say YES! Then I could say how you admitted that coffee did taste good! LOL!
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Heh-heh. I sensed a trap. And I wasn’t born yesterday.
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Some people are so uncooperative! 🙂
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Cough cough, hack, wheeze…No not at all..
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Uh-oh. Perhaps someone needs to self-isolate.
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Ahem, nah it was just a frog in my Cough hack wheeze I…c/an..’..t bre…ath throat.
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I am however worried because there’s a possibility that my Hubby’s co-workers wife may have Covid which means Hubby and everyone else at his work will have been exposed. It’s the first time I’ve felt some fear over it. Fingers crossed she does not have it.
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I really hope she doesn’t have it and that your hubby stays well!!
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Thank you me too. She’s being tested. In the meantime they’ve told her Hubby he can continue working until they know. That seems weird to me. Take the chance of exposing everyone until they know?!
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That does seem very strange, I agree!
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Scammy like. Like they want covid around to control us.
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I hope not. I even have my legs crossed.
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Don’t hurt yourself! But thank you.
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According to the state of Texas…
There are currently 1682 COVID-19 patients in Texas Hospitals
There are currently 20,946 available hospital beds in Texas
There are currently 2187 available ICU beds in Texas
There are currently 6281 available ventilators in Texas.
Maybe that has figured into Governor Abbot’s decision. He is much more measured than our jack-ass Lieutenant Governor who basically said that we should sacrifice the geezers to save our strip clubs and movie theaters.
Still, I don’t know. I feel like I am going on partial information. They talk about the curve flattening. There has been no flattening. Maybe if you look at derivative of the curve, but that depends on the testing rate. They are saying that about 10% of tests are coming back positive but they aren’t increasing testing by that much so that curve would look flat by design. So, I don’t know.
I will continue to work from home for a while longer.
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Those hospitalization numbers are the figures that count, in my view. I don’t trust the testing numbers because they can test more, or less, and the curve will be skewed. The bottom line is hospitalizations, as far as I’m concerned.
I’d want to work from home for as long as I could get away with it. As a former postal worker, I only got to do that a few times (doing union steward work). It was great, I loved it.
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Well, at least the daily new fatalities line is flatish. That is a pretty hard indicator.
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I suppose it’s helpful in determining if we’re overwhelming the morgues, but not the hospitals. But it does seem to provide some indication of how much the load on hospitals is being relieved.
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Fatalities are easy to count. Infected are just people who have been tested and reported.
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Well that’s true. I guess that’s a number that’s very easy to trust.
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COVID-19 Fatalities in Texas for the last 10 days are:
25
24
18
22
26
18
32
30
25
15
I guess you could call that flat.
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I don’t know, that looks like a vertical line, to me. JK.
Yeah, looks fairly flat. And pretty low, too, compared with some other states.
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I would say it looks like you all are doing better than we are. I don’t know our numbers for the past 10 days but in the paper today it said we have had 1,550 deaths so far since March 18th.
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That’s a heck of a lot better than New York. Although this website indicates that Pennsylvania has had 2,046 deaths. California is at 1,875. And Texas has had a mere 719. Texas seems like the safest place to live.
https://www.cnn.com/interactive/2020/health/coronavirus-us-maps-and-cases/
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Knowing how our paper is I would say the website is more accurate. Yes NY is really bad!! In fact people were leaving NY and coming here temporarily.
But guess we should all go to Texas! I can’t though for Jason says you have to be a fan of Willie Nelson to live in Texas. 🙂
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I can go. Willie is old and frail, and I think I can beat him up. I’m not sure if they’re still quarantining new arrivals to the state, though. But I think I can sneak in across their very porous border. I understand lots of Mexicans have done that.
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You try it and let me know what happens. Perhaps if I send you a letter to carry from your expert psychiatrist saying I recommend you going there for your mental help that will help? 🙂
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Okay, but just make sure there are no misspells in that letter. I don’t want them to think my psychiatrist is insane.
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No problem! I will make sure to give the impression that I am nOrmAl!
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That’s what I was afraid of.
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What a sad, but very well done story! Great job! Guess time will tell as to how true to life it just may be.
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Thanks. I hope it always remains fiction, and will be a story that can be laughed at and ridiculed some time in the future.
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I totallly agree!
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Here’s hoping this never becomes a reality.
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I agree. I have my fingers crossed.
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Yes fingers crossed indeed.
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